Have you ever think about doing something to change the world? I do. I always have. I mean it’s probably one of my bucket list. Do something for someone. Something meaningful. Leaving something behind for someone to remember for his whole life. I don’t try to be a hero. I just want to be someone that everyone remembers as a good person who does good things for others. It must feel good. When I said something, it’s universal. It’s not restricted to one thing or anything. You get what I mean? Something can be anything for you. If my something is helping people with their groceries then that is my something. Something of a good deed. Someone else probably will help people who live in war zone as his something. Then, that is his something of a good deed. I probably sound nonsense and intoxicated but this is what I’m trying to explain.

What is your something?

Over 7 millions people on this earth, they have something. A question, a wish or a command. Anything. Everyone has something. I think we live to find the something. That’s why we live. That’s why some of us are afraid of dying, because we haven’t find our something yet. Some people are prepare to die or willingly to die because they have found their something. Or yet, some people maybe give up finding their something. It depends. It’s all one’s perspective. It’s how you describe, think and imagine of your something. I think that’s why I love listening or reading people’s stories. Because I got to know their something even though they never tell it explicitly. Some of it is amazing, eye opening and inspiring. Some of it makes you think. Some of it makes you question your own opinion. It’s surreal how one’s something can change you. I respect these people the most, the one that can make you change because of their something.

I’ve always want to inspire people to do something better. Anything, anything that will bring goodness to this world. I don’t want fame or attention. If only one person is inspire from what I said or wrote, it’ll be more than enough. I want to be someone who actually and truly inspire people. I don’t want to be just pretty looks or stunning curvy body. I don’t want to inspire people through my perfectly fine body. I want people to be inspire through my voice of opinions and my writings of thoughts. Because these ways have bigger impacts and mind opening than just physically.

this is just something that i wrote when i have thoughts. and i currently have a lot on my mind. i need to puke some of it out. 

hope you will find your something.

i hope all of us will find our something before we go.